The Cove

So, because of the lack of internet access I have at the moment, I am typing this on Word. And I am going to copy and paste it over. Hopefully I will get the password today, and post it today, but that may not happen. So if not, today is Saturday March 3, 2012. Today Jenn took me grocery shopping and I spent like $71. I got a pillow, a refillable water bottle, and food. I hated that I spent so much, but the thing is, I am not going to have to go back for two weeks, and when I do go back, I will not have to spend so much.  Also Jenn bought me a Penguin Pee Wee Pillow Pet and a black cool feeling pillow for my room.

I really want become healthier, because I feel like I owe it to my body to do so. And I do not want to risk health problems when I am older.  So I am cutting down on my meat intake. I am not going to eliminate it. But I am going to limit it to a few times a week, and try to only eat white meat and fish. Not working at McDonald’s will help. Also came up with a plan to get to the classes I am taking and back. But I changed it today so that I can get more walking in. So I am going to be walking about 70 minutes a day. Doing so should help in the process of becoming healthier. And when I get a job it should be nice out, so I will probably walk there and back, which comes out to an hour a day, if I get the job where I want to.

I know this will sound really backwards, but I am slightly worried that I am going to lose a bunch of weight. The thing is, I am really confident with how I look now. Anyone who knows me knows I think I am the hottest thing to grace the Earth. What if I start losing weight and then that is what I think about, and I lose confidence and become obsessive over that? I really do not want that to happen. I do not want to change outwardly; I just want my insides to be healthier. Who know though, maybe I will look hotter… I just do not want it to become about weight or looks for me, because that is not me.  On the other hand I would not mind if my boobs shrank a bit. Or just fell off.

I have been getting headaches. I am assuming it is from the altitude difference, but it could be because while I stayed with Jenn, I have not eaten much meat at all. And my body could be missing some protein and iron. I am not sure, I am going to give it a while, because I do think it is just that the air is thinner.  

Just thought I would throw this out there. The Cove refers to where I am living currently. I have currently not even been here one night, even though it is my third time in the house. I do not feel like it is home, at least not just yet. So I can’t call it home, and I do not want to call it my place, my room, or anything of that nature. When I asked Jenn, she said I should call it the cove, because it reminds her of a place with music, and something else I do not remember because I was half asleep having this conversation. But I liked it, and so, until it feels like home, I will refer to it as the Cove. Also in a blog to follow I will talk about who I am living with. To be honest, so far I really like them all.

I think that is all I have to write at the moment. Tomorrow Jenn is taking me to church, where I will scout out for some good looking single guys or research if you will. I wonder what I am going to wear…? Such a girly question I know. But let’s face it; I happen to be a girl. 

*Got the password, and it was posted the day I wrote it!  Yay.